the words out of my mouth may as well be chinese to you( perhaps instead of try anymore, i'll move to china)it's the only sensible thing to do;

(i just read the poem i wrote in february, and how terribly scathing it was.)

i wish i was more in touch with my emotions; lately, i've been feeling uncomfortable in my own skin and i'm not quite sure why.

perhaps when i get to china, i'll buy a new one of those, too.